Weakened Wanting

For some reason or another to slap fingers at keyboard keys without meaning, purpose or intent.

Its really kind of frustrating in that I have wanted to write a bit on here about a few things that have been happening lately. I wanted to talk about the comic book store. I wanted to talk about the possibility of me working at this bar, Dish, in the Southside. And christ, I wanted to talk about the crazy protests that went on here yesterday. I want to talk about so many things, but there is very little that I feel that I can accurately say.

There is this weird fake anitcipation that is building in me with the approach of October. Mid September had me in a very weird way. I was looking ahead towards October and I was really, really, excited. That excitement however has kind of burned away and left some strange residual melancholy. Not the usual, but something different.

Who knows. More to come. More to come.